Reminiscing
Proverbs 10:3 New English Translation (NET Bible)
3 The Lord satisfies the appetite of the righteous,
but he thwarts the craving of the wicked.
Reminiscing
It appears at times that life is far beyond what’s real
And seems only understood through suffering and pain
Maybe there in the darkness, the true light is found
When the flesh is tranquilized and it can’t interfere
Lovely thought to be set free from its silly habits
To be lifted up and carried far beyond this sphere
Sleeping with one eye open seems self-defeating
Lingering in loneliness appears a crowded field
Sharing your life with only-ness here self-repeating
In the mental cloning of sorts until reality yields
Driving down on your way up with spikes of uncertainty
Everyone around you is fading into an appointed cast
While filling up the background in your fraternity
As into the selfish you bathe remembering the past
Darts are flying through spaces between good reasons
Nowhere there’s enough substance to fill these cavities
Many tried and failed to map out their own treason
As they cheated on life and self with its possibilities
Dragonflies and gnats sharing in flight
Driven by a sense of survival called instinct
Maybe in our lost-ness, we only need to get by
Satisfied with nothingness living on the brink
Eating out for breakfast meditating on lunch
Always a feeding frenzy to be satisfied
Some make a career of it and gather in a bunch
With them who’s never filled as their stomach cries
Jan Wienen