I'm in love with a boy who I can't have.

I messed up something that I don't even have.

I'm not "fall-off-a-cliff" in love, but I'm sure that he's enough.

I just don't think I have enough.

He's sweet and I don't deserve him,

but he's what I want and I don't want to desert him.

He cares, and I trust him.

And for a girl who doesn't trust much,

I like him that much.

 

 

But this sweet boy, I can't have.

And this boy I've ruined chances with.

Girls have left him cold

But I want to be around him til I'm old.

We don't have to be married, I just want to be able to see him.

Because he's someone you can't let go of.

He's fantastic and a dork in the best way.

And all I want is for him to be happy.

Though that won't be with me.

 

 

To the boy that I like a lot,

I hope you can forgive me for everything bad that I've done,

I didn't write all this to be overdramatic.

I just want you to know this.

 

Sorry, I don't make much sense but underlined things (if it works) are what's important.
 :)