My Life Story
I am the girl who is nameless
I have no place in this life
Once I was a beautiful spirit with my future so bright
In the very beginning things were alright
Daddy loved his baby girls
Both my sister and I
Of course him and mom would fight sometimes
Thats what normal families did I thought
My little brother soon came along
Everything was....
Fine...
Daddy began to get physical with mom
Bruises were to be covered
No questions were to be asked
Even when things were bad mom stuck around
Did she really have a choice?
She had three kids to provide for so she stuck it out
For us...
It soon became too much so she left
Only after my brother had turned two did she find love again
Her friend gave her number to my now stepdad
Things were fine
For now...
They were married and I had a new dad by the age of three
That was fine with me
He treated us like we were his own children
My biological father had already been through step mom number one
Everything was fine....
His new woman was his world
Even then he never forgot about his children
I was only six when it began
Both of my siblings looked like him but I took after my mother
Maybe that's what tipped him off?
I wish I knew what I had done wrong
This mental and sometimes physical abuse only began after my new step mom showed up
I was only six
She sold my dolls in her yard sale, even my favorite
I cried and she hit me for it
Fastforward to age eleven
My dog had puppies there was one I wanted
It was my birthday and it was promised to me
I was so excited but it turned out to be all a joke
Nothing was going right
Still eleven and she told me I needed to diet
She began keeping me from food during the weekends I was there
Even my father had begun to abuse me
Age thirteen my sister is persuaded to run away
My life is falling apart without her
I blame myself
The law is called into this and the case is taken to court
My mental state begins to worsen
After nine months of hell she is back home
But she is different...
She isn't the sister I remember
Now I'm sixteen
Its been three years since I've had contact with my stepmom or my dad
Im still broken and asking myself why it was me who was treated this way
My other two siblings didn't experience what I did
I'm thankful for that
And now
I'm happier now than I've ever been in my life
I have friends and my mom and stepdad love me very much
I swear I'll never see that man again