Missing you
Oh how I miss my sweet old dear father
As I lay upon this grass I look into the starts
Wishing I could see your face just one more time
I would be a lair if I told you I was fine
If I said I was okay
Even you knew that was a lie
Life has been hard
But losing you have been harder
I search for you dad each & everyday
I know you with me each & every step of the way
But living on without is hard
Some days I’m okay
And some days like today I’m not okay
Dad I’m trying to pretend I’m okay
Because I’m truly tried of everybody trying to take advantage of me
You was kind
You was understanding
You was a listen ear
You never used what I did or what I told you against me
I just wonder would my husband every be like you