Love Letter to my first love
We had something special
Something my middle school heart needed at the time
Something that was memorable
for me
I know you felt it too
That suffocting pressure on your heart
The cold air tucked tightly in your lungs
The way only your hands could warm my hands on a cold winter night
The way my legs fit perfectly over yours as we waited at the doorstep
You were the last real thing ive had in over five years
Its been 5 years and I could still taste the shock on your lips the night we first kissed
Its been five years and i can still feel the your fingers through my hair
Its been five years and my hand are cold even in hot summer nights
I no longer love you
Though fall leaves and love songs still remind me of you
I no longer love you
though I still wonder why you left
I no longer love you
Ive found the beauty within my memories of us
We were young but five years later and I know that what I felt was love
Nothing but heatbreak could hurt that much
Nothing but love could last that long even after youve gone
Ive found beauty in winter again because it no longer reminds me of you