You... You use to be the guidance of the oblivious road I use to take

You... The tough brass shield my armor

You… The one who would never back down with honor

You… The shallowest and shadiest of them all

Your soliloquy has destroyed all the rest of me

Your words rupturing my once known pride

Your phobia proclaims to the white walls of my once open colorful mind

Screaming in my head that “there will be no dyke in this household”

I can now see

There you were my so called guidance my shield and armor

With a shield made of tin foil the guidance of a blind man

You… lead me to the middle of nowhere

I was lead to believe blissfully that you out of all would destroy what truly made me… me

You liar

You the coward

You the no good for nothing tenacious man

How could you lie to such an innocent victim?

Me with such a capped up mind I was oblivious to your standards

You blew up my mind up with deceptive scenarios

You allowed me to believe that you would accept me because I wore the label as your daughter

You… you liar showed me otherwise there are two sides to everyone person

To think that you would guide me for the absurd amount of years you did

And unmask the true figure you were not to mention to reveal your new kin the one

Who you really wanted to hold the label as your daughter

Slaughtering the love you’ve loaded in my heart while creating a mass murder of our thoughts

You taught me well liars should be left in the dark for a reason …You liar