Fear To Overcome
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It's another day, another hour, another minute;
The constant ticking is the reminder of me about to exceed my limit;
The thoughts they dwell on my tortured conscience;
Dark thoughts, regrettable ones, if you can grasp the concept;
Days are like nights, nights are pitch-black;
This only encourages the thoughts, you know the ones deep in the back;
My mind is strong, but my will is weak;
Until the day comes where my actions become complete;
This is not who I am, nor is it something I cherish;
But what else do you do when you're alone and feel like you've perished;
I don't know how to explain it, nor how to control it;
It's just so stressful, I simply want it to quit;
As I look at the struggle, it laughs in my face;
I realize I'm nothing more than an average disgrace;
It mocks my thoughts, making me fear my potential actions;
Diluting my mind, causing even further abstraction;
I think about the ones I love and how hurt they will be;
When I do fulfill and become a permanent absentee;
It's a selfish thought, for that would cause so much damage;
Perhaps I'm not fit for this, I need to find a way to manage;
Life may be hard, to my life it's challenging;
But my life is still a life and that's not worth abandoning;