Darkness
Since I was a little kid, I always had this feeling deep down inside
Dark deep emotion that kept me alive, as I even feared it
Like roses growing old in a short span of time, thorns rose within me
Led me into a secret place, full of mist
I was alone , nobody there to help me
Its no secret what this disease does to you
There is no cure , not even a cup of tea
The emotions are overwhelming, they fill me up inside
Drive me to insanity , I just want to be sane!
Its a place where there was no escape, even if I tried
It keeps me up at night, I try to keep tame
What is in there keeps me locked away , away from all my loved ones
Its not my fault, it's not I swear!
It comes when im at my worse, it goes when I am in bed sleeping
It feels like a ball of darkeness taking over me
I feel helpless and fragile as one must be
Coping is key, thats what must be said
Who believes those vainy lies ? Not me!
It is deeply and harshly taking over my body, I just let it be
Depression is darkenss and unbearable as can be