Poems from umborium

Hello! Just a 16 year old girl with ADHD who occasionally writes stuff. Most of my poems are from freshman year; currently a Junior and still writing!!
I scratch at my face
I know she's in there
Maybe if I go deep enough she’ll come back
But I bite my nails
Look in my eyes
Do you still...
The water I drink is too salty,
The food and the desserts too,
The tears stream down my face,
They are too salty too.
I wash my wounds...
Tapping, Tapping
my foot like an engine
tap, tap, tapping at the floor
like a woodpecker
Running, Running
my mind is running
and I'm on a...