Poems from peacelotus
you
can lose yourself
in nothingness
if you want to
the number of times
i've done it myself
are countless
in the nothingness
you are...
i think about when you dissapeared
i was in a panic for days
i hope that you're alright
and just getting away from everything
consistantly
i tire of company
even of those i love
waking up
takes energy
i may not even have
making dinner
seems easy
but i need...
i want to wear
pastels
and cute skirts
and expensive stockings
but i hate it
when people call me a "girl"
"she"
is a word
i am starting to hate
not inherently
only
when used for me
and i say
in my head
"'they' or 'it', please"
but silence...