Poems from DMonica_1364
I'm a person. A genderfluid person. I am the way I am. If you got a problem with that you best to go away and do something productive with your life. I have major depressive disorder,anxiety, other shiz. Within the past year I have explored my love for the lgbt community and a]have broadened my understanding of the people in it. One Direction has probably had the biggest impact on my life, which sounds stupid but whatever. I fell in love once. She was the first girl I liked and my first/only love. Of course it fukced me up because my heart could handle it. Alanah was her name. I still love her but I'm not sure if I'm IN love with her. Falling in ReverseAsking Alexandria, the Janoskians, Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce the Veil, Twenty One Pilots, and Simple Plan are only some of the other bands I like. You should know I keep it real. I'm also pansexual. And I lovvvve ittt.
Well Baii. I LOVE YOUUUU. Maybe.
Often I find myself in thought
Silent on the outside, screaming on the inside
Internally I fought
All I've ever done was hide
Enveloped...
My mind is spinning
I am going to throw up
Anxiety kills
~Dmonica
What if everything changed?
What if it got better?
What if it got worse?
What if it I was happy?
What if she was happy?
What if there was...
You don't see them
The way I do
You can't understand their power
What they've done for me
Is much more
Than I can say for you
You...
They come and go
Some never come back
They only wish to hurt you
But you don't see
Multiple times
Multiple situations
You always go back...