In an undersea white abyss of forever.
It’s cold, because the thought of you swims away with the warm sensation of us.
I follow the hollow echo of your voice trying to reach me,
- but I’m paralyzed.
You whisper faintly of the eternity we could achieve, but behind it shouts –
Forever of sorrow.
I’m blinded by whiteness and yet I continuously search,
Search for my humanity that was once you.
The screaming becomes louder, spelling out my death before my ears,
So I know I’m closer.
The softness touch embraces me,
Then everything goes black.
I can see now, while accepting my treacherous failures of never finding you,
That I never wanted to leave you; I wanted to find myself first.
I can see now, that what had blinded me – yet allowed me to feel and accept the thought of forever –
Was none other than me.
I can see now that God was always leading me to you,
I can see now that I was never truly lost at all; I merely needed to discover my soul,
And I did.
I found you.
I can see now,
I found myself.