i will fall today..

i will bow today..

today will break me..

my "what could have been" will disolve..

all the lives i told that i was coming here..

Will all become nothing but a cold-bitter lie..

I lost my place due to my careless actions...

and after today i will never step foot in this wonderful place..

again...

i remember that womans name..

As i sit here, waiting for my life to break me...

i plan to head a different direction but on the same path....

one more thing. i see alot of people moving about because they belong here...

and maybe sadly...

i dont...

in this world theres lies nor truths exist here...Only

Cold hard Facts! 

lie inside every real thing...

all the years of pre-paring and working all for nothing..

nothing at all...

through the dark narrow shallow bay....

i see a light..

it seems maybe..

im not long gone just yet....

well, will see..