I wanna cry
I wanna die
but all I do is
Sit and Sigh

My eyes are dry
I am alive
I'm still standing here
Asking why

Why me?
Why this?
What then?
What if?

Who cares?
Who dares?
Where now?
Where how?

When next?
When do?
Do I?
Do you?

You or I?
Do or Die?
Pills or Blade?
Victory or slayed?

Searching Searching
for something more
Mourning Mourning
for those adored

Whispered then Screamed
Psychotic Insanity
Thought up or Dreamed
Obscene Profanity

Politically incorrect?
Politically indirect?
Mentally retarded?
Mentally bombarded?

To you,
does this make any sense?
To me,
this couldn't be any more dense.