i just want to write you know. no speaking no music no noise. write in silence with words that make a big sound words that make a difference words that make me laugh. writing is my escape. it keeps me sane it helps me cop it heals the pain. so let me write so you can read how i feel, because speaking may cause pain that's unreal. read what i write and when your done let me know. for i will keep writing to calm my soul.