would the real brettannia gabrielle akers please stand up 

 i dont know who i am anymore

everyone seems to know but me 

  am i gay?

 am i blonde? 

am i an athlete ? 

am i smart ? 

am i strong? 

would the real brettannia gabrielle akers please stand up

do i like books? 

 do i watch tv?

 do i play video games? 

do i swim? 

do i love my family? 

do i miss people that are dead? 

do i have feelings? 

would the real brettannia gabrielle akers please stand up

why am i so quiet?

why dont i understanad the world 

why is everyone so bothered by me

why do i not fit in 

why do i have so few friends

why   can i not sprint

why  does the world not udnerstand me

why do i break down in seemingly normal situations 

why do i have to have such a strict schedule? 

why are my clothes sorted the way they are?

 why cant i handle basic everyday tasks? 

would the real brettannia gabrielle akers please stand up 

who am i 

who was i 

who will i be  

who was my mom 

who made her the way she is 

who  were my friends in elementary school 

who started the friendships 

who invited me to the first sleepover

who fist made me realize i liked girls 

who helped me through middle school battles

who taught me how to spell faster than anyone else in school 

who showed me how to cope

who helped me accept  my autism 

who showed me stimming in school was okay

would the real brettannia gabrielle akers please stand up

where did i come from

where is my family from 

where did my father come from 

where did  everything happen 

where  did we live when i was a kid 

where am i going to live when i move out

where do i want to live

 where do i want to go to school 

would the real brettannia gabrielle akers please stand up 

whats wrong with me

what caused me to be this way

what made me feel like  im never gonna belong

what is making me seem the way i do 

what is causing people to hate me

what is the reason for my constant exclusion from the world

what is causing me not to run as well

what is causing me to be embarassed by my sexuality 

what is making my dad see things the way he does

what is making life go the way it is

what makes people act the way they do

what makes it to where im absolutely clueless most the time

what  makes it to where no matter how  hard i try  i cant mask my differences

what is the point in living if im not really living

would the real brettannia gabrielle akers please stand up  

because it seems i dont know who i am anymore