Another class just flew by

The voices around me hurt my ears

I try to keep my mind off of it

But, it's my greatest fear

For so long I've tried to fight it

Try to push it out of my mind

Only to be alone in my deepest thoughts

Where the exit is impossible to find

Why do I have these thoughts?

These unexplainable dreams of disaster

Everyday I ask that question

But, the answer isn't coming any faster

I just have to live with this curse

Learn to accept how I think of things

But, it gets harder everyday

The memories are the worst things