words that flow on this page

they bring me joy they bring me pain

gives me a feeling i cannot explain

the joy is in the feeing it brings the rush it gives

in the moments where i have no worries

the sweet  sounds that fills the air

the moment when it's just us

the pain comes when were done

the  lies i have to tell

guilt  floats all around inside of me

clawing it's way out

and you never stay long enough to hold me

but this time you did

you held me long enough

looked in my eyes long enough

with the weeknd singing of falling in love

you look at the hearts on the wall

just long enough

then you look me in my eyes long enough

i can feel you risng then you let go with a sigh

i hope you realize what this is

my joy and pain i cant wait to see you again