Feeling so cloudy, Too cloudy to bear,
Abandon the room, So afraid of their care,
Need just a drip, A taste of that shine,
To take all the madness, & distract my young mind,
Free of all stigma, & Judgement in lack,
I have my own time, Until it decides to creep back,
Slinking & Waiting, For just the right time,
When my hour of stupid, Has lost it's ignorant prime,
Its power is great, Bringing me to halt,
Back with a vengeance, & leaving me to sulk,
Now kind eyes, Try to lift me up,
But I can not listen, For my mind shuts them up,
I wait inside, Feeling it corrupt,
Waiting for whats in me, To finally erupt,
Now is the time, I make my move,
I pick up the glass, And feel its sharp grooves....,
May have gotten me once, But never again,
This is the last time I'll fear my friends,
Scarred me for life, On the night that we threwdown,
But now I have a new life, & serve a much better crown.