Why I Write: My Story
Location
My story
It starts in a budding household
Not really broken
But still in need of repair
My parents
They were young
They started something, something complex
Neither were ready
Things didn’t abruptly fall apart
There was no final fight
No explosion of emotion
It wasn’t a movie
They couldn’t take it anymore
The little things, building up
Dad said he wanted to leave
She said okay
Call me Papa, he said
Papa
Like my dad, but not
It was so confusing
I didn’t understand
He did his best
Did what he knew
He wasn’t cruel or mean, he just...
Did what he had been taught
I needed an escape
Needed to move my mind from my body
Gaming held, but only for a while
Everything was too real
I discovered reading
I read everything
But books eventually ran out
I needed more
So I wrote
Only a little at first
Creativity trickled out of my brain
A budding stream of ideas
I didn’t stop
Poetry
Short fiction
Novels
Plays
It wasn’t an escape
It was a new world
Now I find myself here
Surrounded by a new everything
Still writing, still creating
I wrote to get away
To put my brain somewhere else
To express myself away from others
Now,
I write because it’s a part of me
I write to share my ideas with others
Mostly though,
I just love writing