why
10:17pm
(10/12/2019)
maybe this is why girls can never tell niggas what they want to eat.
bc you feed us negative energy
and comparisons
like did i say
come here and tear down my walls ?
not the ones on the inside that you like to feel
but the ones on the inside that i keep safe from feelings
because they are my feelings
and i’m trying not to become an emotional emotionless person
while trying to maintain this smile
but why.
why i gotta be everybody’s sunshine ?
why everybody thank me,
but ion got nobody to thank ?
why everybody turn to me and tell me they problems
but
i literally have no one.
why y'all always busy when i need you the most ?
oh sorry if i stepped on some toes
i think im realizing why i don’t rant
and you realizing that this is a partial rant,
that’s why you not even gon read it through
that’s why i keep my emotions in
that’s why i care so much
this why i’m shutting down more.
and you tested my self confidence
i know it’s october so maybe that’s why a nigga ghosted me
why two niggas ghosted me,
keep it up ima have a streak with nigga ghosts
everyday i slowly tear myself apart
you slowly tear myself apart.
Jesus help me, please.