Who I Want to Be
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"Describe yourself in three words."
Carefree.
Confidet.
Brilliant.
Descibe myself in three words.
Worried.
Anxious.
Smart.
I find a candid picture of me and my sister throwing sand at each other.
SCAN -- into Photoshop.
We are both smiling and laughing,
But I remove the acne from my face -
Abating the notion that I am stressed.
I appear jaunty,
But the true presence of acne might say otherwise.
I'm shopping and I take a picture of myself in a dress I found.
FILTER -- I remove all color except red
The red is hot and vibrant.
A crimson red dress hugs the curves of my body.
Posting the picture screams,
"I've got confidence!"
But does the dress fit properly?
Over my books, with my glasses, I pose for a selfie.
CLICK -- The picture was taken.
I brighten the image.
My brown hair and glasses stand out now.
With my Oxford shirt and popping glasses,
I look like I belong at an Ivy.
But I'm not enrolled at an Ivy.
I pretend to be the person I want to be.
"Fake it 'til you make it," right?
But I can make myself who I want to be.
I can improve my self-esteem.
Describe myself in three words.
Carefree,
Confident,
Intelligent.