Who I am Now/Re-Do

If I could re-do two days ago

I would

Because then you see I wouldn't have given him

Everything I could

I didn't think it would go so fast.

Fifth time down and out he came.

Between my legs, and yes I know it was in vain.

To let him go raw was a dumb mistake

And now for the next three weeks I’m stuck here

To worry and complain

About an innocent infant soul that may have been a

Clueless and careless mistake.

So pray till I cry

Which never takes long

And I still think he was wrong,

For not telling me of this new found love he discovered for another

Before I decided to share my soul

“How is it your mouth says no but your legs

 Say yes with each and every stroke of

Your body and breast you continue to moan yes”

That’s what he said to he said to me two days ago

And now, like me is begging for whatever

Is growing to go.

And just last night I decided to straighten up my act

Because my momma always told me that I was tough to teach

And that the only way I could learn

Was experiencing through experimenting

And I've out done myself

This has to be the biggest

To know that I’m only 16

And pregnant.

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