Who I am Now/Re-Do
If I could re-do two days ago
I would
Because then you see I wouldn't have given him
Everything I could
I didn't think it would go so fast.
Fifth time down and out he came.
Between my legs, and yes I know it was in vain.
To let him go raw was a dumb mistake
And now for the next three weeks I’m stuck here
To worry and complain
About an innocent infant soul that may have been a
Clueless and careless mistake.
So pray till I cry
Which never takes long
And I still think he was wrong,
For not telling me of this new found love he discovered for another
Before I decided to share my soul
“How is it your mouth says no but your legs
Say yes with each and every stroke of
Your body and breast you continue to moan yes”
That’s what he said to he said to me two days ago
And now, like me is begging for whatever
Is growing to go.
And just last night I decided to straighten up my act
Because my momma always told me that I was tough to teach
And that the only way I could learn
Was experiencing through experimenting
And I've out done myself
This has to be the biggest
To know that I’m only 16
And pregnant.