I walk down these streets,
hot weather, with cold feet.
looking straight, thinking deep.
is this the path that i choose?
I'm thinking wisely, because i never want to lose.
I glance on the side, i see people whispering.
In an alley people glaring.
It kept me thinking. i maybe quiet but i keep screaming,
In my head. why are they staring?
I put on this mask, and keep walking.
Looking straight, thinking deep.
I sense someone following, seems like a creep.
Is this reality? i whisper inside my head,
Is this my faith? is this where I'll be announced dead.
my heart beating fast, my sweat pouring out.
I'm always quiet, is this the time for me to shout.
I passed out, and wake up inside this dark room,
I have no bride, but I'm laying down wearing the outfit of a groom.
I see myself standing there. tears falling down my face.
Looking straight to my eyes, making me feel like im a disgrace.
This is how i ended, i ended with thoughts inside my head,
I saw people looking at me, evil smiles, wanting me to drop dead.
I knew i was crying, but i didnt have tears left.
I felt cold, my body was numb, then i realize i was dead.
I saw myself looking at my own failures.
I wasnt crying because i died,
I was crying because i lived my life full of lies.
I feel my heart aching, my brain corrupting. my body melting.
My soul fading, my thoughts disappearing, i accepted my faith, and closed my eyes.
Then i woke up, and realized.
I was dreaming, i was sweating. tears were falling.
Heart was beating, body heating. 
I ran to the bathroom and looked in the mirror,
I saw myself alive. survived that terror.
I realized this was my life, this was how i lived.
I always lied, and barely give.
My heart was filled with sorrows and pain.
Living behind the shadows, only suffering was being gained.
This is me, this is my life,
Chasing a path, without no light.
This is me, this is my life,
One day i'll vanish without a sight.