Where the Blame Lies

Blood pools onto the floor of the fetid concrete cage

And the bile rises in my throat

And the tears sting my eyes

As I wash away the stains of misery

Of malnutrition

Of neglect.

 

The latest victim cowers in the corner

Life leeching from a wound

Swirling in the icy water from my hose

His eyes are dull and lifeless

The eye that isn’t already blind, that is.

 

I try not to let my sympathy show

Because he started it.

 

But can a dog be blamed for its nature?

Can a dog be blamed for picking a fight?

For asserting his dominance?

For being a dog?

 

No.

It wasn’t his fault because

It wasn’t his nature.

 

For that false nature I blame man.

And misery.

Malnutrition.

And neglect.

But most of all I blame man.

 

Blame for giving up before they tried.

Blame for hating indiscriminately.

Blame for their ignorance and their fear.

Blame for naming one who is beautifully unique and uniquely beautiful, çirkin.

Ugly.

 

I blame human kind for its nature.

For its manipulative, dominating, callous nature.

That rubs off on everything we touch.

And everything we discard.

Even a dog. 

Comments

KathleenDakota

I just wanted to explain that I live overseas in Turkey, because this poem is about the anger and hopelessness I feel whenever I work at one of the two shelters in the entire capital. There are so many wild dogs in Ankara, called Kangals, and pets that are let go because the owners didn't know what they were getting into. So much of the problem has to do with a need for re-education of the populace, who are afraid of dogs and do not understand them. Due to this lack of understanding, they can't empathize with their plight and many of these dogs, even the ones that come to the shelter, die. They don't have enough to eat, or enough space, or medical care and they simpy die. And in all honesty, very few people care. It's heartbreaking. 

Many dogs get into fights at the shelter, because they are psychologically scarred, are not allowed enough interaction with others dogs under supervision, are trying to survive and are placed with the wrong partners in their pens. Most of the spars can be broken up quickly, but I was helping out when two dogs got into huge brawl that resulted in one having to go and get numerous stitches in his leg.  

Also, just to clarify, çirkin is the turkish word for ugly. One of the dogs at the shelter was brought in with that name, abandoned because of her patchwork-like coat. The shelter renamed her Bela, because she is the exact opposite of ugly, inside and out. It's a shame that her previous owners, and for that matter the wider world, couldn't see that. 

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