I dont even remember what the fuck love feels like. I think it felt like a atomic bomb with a million swords point at my arteries or maybe it felt like the sky was falling with frozen water and heavy winds. I cant rember what love feels like.. i dont remember If I felt it or it raped me or it fucked me just to save me from me.

Im suppose to be answering "What love use to feel like" I cant because what love i use to have walked away and didnt even remeber to leave a tip or a cute note to atleast make me think it was coming back saying "See you soon". What I could have done I didnt do. What I shouldve said I kept to myself and I walked around the earth with heavy feet that feel like 30lb and a heart that is heavier than the world and God putting his mighty hand down.

Love felt like moons and shooting stars I dont think I could ever not fall in love with love again. I dont think that I could leave love alone so it could fall in love with someone else. Love feels like more more & more pain. It puts out so much heartache and gives no room for happiness. Love use to feel light and airy it use to have a taste so sweet.. like honeydew and strawberries. The SEX was nothing more but the seal on the envelope.. Love felt like silk on my lips and it was like licking yours finger after eating a bag of cheesy cheetos.

What love use to feel like.. Is something I never wanna feel again.