What If..
<Sept. 2013>
I think about him all the time,
he is the 1st thing in think of when i wake up and the last thing as i fall asleep,
the thought of him and i being in the same space leaves a smile of my face,
i know im only 16 years old and have a while left to live, and a lot of people to meet but
What if...
I dream about him and i dancing on our hill overlooking anything,
but i know there is only a small chance of the happening because, we live 557 miles away from each other.
I am always afraid of him waking up one day and not feeling the same for me anymore.
I can feel my feelings for him fading and
I cant stand it!
I just want, more than anything, to see him again.
I have the money..
I want to feel his hands around my waist like he once did,
that is where i felt at home,
or when he promise me a dance and
he said he will always owe me a dance,
or how he would do anything in his power to make me feel safe,
what if..