i write because i'm scared.

What if no one listens to me when i pour my heart out

Using words. Not with a pen and some paper though. 

i mean actually SAYING what i'm feeling. What if.....

When i say "I love you" i just get a blank stare? Or what if

i tell you that i'm hurting, and you wouldn't even care? 

No. Better yet, what if you laughed? 

i'd laugh too.

And then i'd cry as i'm writing in my notebook.