What I Wouldn't Give for a Camera
What I wouldn’t give for a camera
to freeze this moment
forever
and always.
To show people the richness of the soil;
how it clumps together -
dark,
shifting,
alive with ants, worms, and tiny, crawling creatures.
How the grass sprouts up,
twitching in the wind,
reaching up and
grasping sunlight -
its unity with the dark brown dirt.
The old branches of the oak tree -
its shade
starving out the grass below
in a vicious
and natural cycle.
The breeze rustling the leaves of the solid branch
that struck out
away from
that tall, wise trunk.
What I wouldn’t give for a camera
to show the urgency
of the
tiny, little ant
crawling across my paper
carries,
searching for a single morsel of food
for his nest
that I accidentally interrupted
when I sat down to write
under the shade of wood.
Scurrying around in his absent hurry
on my piece of paper
that came from a different tree,
another lifetime away from here.
I wish I had a crumb
so I could fulfill his mission
and repay in some small, minute way,
my damage
to his home that I had just destroyed.
My footprints mark the soft terrain
much like we have dented
our precious Earth -
without purpose,
and unintentionally
damaging.
But even though
we hurt this wonderful planet,
with our blind stumbling
and greedy buildings and concrete,
if we weren’t here,
who else would
celebrate it?
Who would write poems
about twitching grass
and rustling leaves?
Who would take the pictures?
Freeze the life it captures
on a piece of paper
stolen from a venerated pine
that had once lived
in a world much different from
the one we see.
To halt the intricacies,
in a 4x6 inch frame,
in a poor attempt
at showing the life
that is hidden,
breaching out from every blade of grass
and every grain of sand.
What I wouldn’t give for a camera
to take a picture
of a scene
that wouldn’t even
begin
to grasp the life in this moment.