What I want
I want to skip school to cuddle with you
I want to ignore the world and spend forever wrapped in your arms
I want to talk about nothing with you
I want to discuss the most inconsequential things that will never matter
I want to always be touching you, one way or the other, just to remind myself that you still exist
I want to hug you so tightly that you’ll always feel a phantom embrace after I let go
I want to listen to you talk about everything
I want to watch your eyes light up when you start talking about that one thing you love so much
I want to hear you in my head when I can’t hear you outside of it
I want to text you all day
I want to surprise you, the looks of realization turning into joy
I want to comfort you, though I’m not sure how
I want to share my favorite things with you
I want to see you, your face, all the time
I want to learn new things about you- small and large, plot points and anecdotes
I want to be there, for things that are important and for things that aren’t
I want to tell jokes that get you to laugh so much you can’t stand
I want to cry on your shoulder, to sob in your arms
I want to bare my entire soul to you and give you my life
I want to stay alive so that I can see you again
I want to dream about you every night
I want to crawl into your lap and stay there
I want to smile up at you and see you smiling back
I want to never let go of you, protect you from everything
I want to make you feel so so loved because you so so are
I want you