What are you willing to do?
Alone in bed I outstretch my arms, laying my hand out with my palm up.
Imagining you laying there, holding my hand, squeezing it so I know, you're really here.
I talk to you in my sleep whispering why can't you stay, and when I awake I hear your voice floating in the air saying-
I'm with you forever.
During the day I can feel your breath on my ear,
every breeze is your hands rustling my hair.
I see your eyes in everyone that I talk to you, because it can only be you.
Only you, no one else.
You're the only one who could ever understand me.
At night I toss and turn, fumbling with the sheets, I call out to you where are you? I cry,
you don't answer. There is no air in my room, no breeze, it all feels dead.
And as I roll over, ashamed, I hear your voice once more say...
You know where I am...
And I choke back tears, that's right, I think.
You left years ago, your body is cold and frigid now,
Sorry I forgot, I mumble, it just feels like you're still here, I sob.
And you say:
I'm here forever, lest you forget.