Was I Always-
I was a hoper, a dreamer,
a coward, a sleeper
romanticized and fantasized
Different settings
same people
Different academia
New tribulations
College.
Was the world always this cruel
Or are my halcyon days too thick to see through
To high to reach
Before I knew it, I know it to be true
I lost motive,
emotive
Aurum elation
Menial struggle and depression
Confession confusion
Tried to go to church
Try to please the masses
“I can’t do, what 10 people tell me to do”-
aspirations too deep to drink
unfulfilled.
Sloth my vices
New tribulations
Same people
Different setting
Different academia
College.