I really thought I was fine with this.

I’m not

I’m really scared

I don’t want other people knowing how i really feel

So I'll just tell you

My insides are twisting up

My eyes water

My hands are shaky

My mind is lost

My heart is racing

I just want to scream

I want to hide somewhere and forget about everything

I want this pain to stop

I want to stop acting like everything’s okay

I want to put my wall down

Its becoming way too heavy for me

This wall needs to be broken