I cried today..

I cried yesterday...

And I almost cried the day before yesterday....

The First Official Tear Drop

You know I forgot that yesterday was Valentines Day...that is how much love I felt even though I have a boyfriend that "loves" me.

For him not to believe inValentines Day how are you going to ask me to be your Valentine when a hour ago your words burned through my little heart and caused me to cry...but he loves me right

You sat there and called me a bad girlfriend in our long-distance relationship that you wanted more than me in the beginning on Valentines Day

Your words branded me like I was a farm animal, your heart seemed as cold as the Ice caps or maybe as hot because they are melting 

and I cried..

The Second Official Tear Drop 

Still hurt from the day before, I wake up and do my routine pick up my phone to text you

You're happy I see, that's good...

I fake my happiness with emojis and keep it going as my mood begins to lighten as I start the day.

Only a few minutes into our convo and another argument is sparked

We argue like fireworks, trying to be louder than the next. He likes to argue but I hate it but I'm forced to argue because if I don't he will think I don't want to be with him.  

We argue all the way to my second block now I am sad hurt and have a test coming up that I didn't study for...Great

and I soon cried...

Hope?

 I haven't talked to him for the rest of the day for my personal benefit my friend saw me cry both times and she knows why without her this poem would have been longer but I might be back to tell you more