Validate my existence

 

I want to feel pain

Crimson streaks beautify the sheets

Validate my existence

 Black blood and a Blue heart 

Daily routine torn apart  

Refusal to remove from the bed 

Constant bed sores 

Organs failing ever so slowly 

 

Validate my existence

 

Virgin womb tainted with a poison stroke 

Beautifully glowing Pus filled freshly opened wounds

Heart stabbed and cut open in several directions 

Eyes widened with horrible shock 

Chest aching horribly

Brain sending out signs...Nociception

 

Validate my existence

 

A need to hurt

Body Twisted in a sick physical pain 

Causing Neuropathic pleasure 

Schizophrenic voices take hold 

Of good common sense

Hand clutching that knife ever so tight

 

 Validate my existence

 

Splatters of burgundy

Stain the floor 

Body bucking from underneath 

Legs shaking wildly 

Body organs franticly 

Searching for a way to revive them

Finally hitting the cold tile floor

Slipping In and out of consciousness

 

Thank you knife for validating my existence 

Validate my existence

 

I want to feel pain

Crimson streaks beautify the sheets

Validate my existence

 Black blood and a Blue heart 

Daily routine torn apart  

Refusal to remove from the bed 

Constant bed sores 

Organs failing ever so slowly 

 

Validate my existence

 

Virgin womb tainted with a poison stroke 

Beautifully glowing Pus filled freshly opened wounds

Heart stabbed and cut open in several directions 

Eyes widened with horrible shock 

Chest aching horribly

Brain sending out signs...Nociception

 

Validate my existence

 

A need to hurt

Body Twisted in a sick physical pain 

Causing Neuropathic pleasure 

Schizophrenic voices take hold 

Of good common sense

Hand clutching that knife ever so tight

 

 Validate my existence

 

Splatters of burgundy

Stain the floor 

Body bucking from underneath 

Legs shaking wildly 

Body organs franticly 

Searching for a way to revive them

Finally hitting the cold tile floor

Slipping In and out of consciousness

 

Thank you knife for validating my existence