Unconditional or?
Proverbs 17:22 New English Translation (NET Bible)
22 A cheerful heart brings good healing,
but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.
Here I am dressed in black, smiling in the sunshine
Is it not amazing how I attract the light?
Absorbing the Sonshine without any reflection
To be smilingly digested to strengthen my inside
Time heals many things as it grinds away
Yesterday's successes don't mean a thing
Maybe all in all, as the past slowly fades
Little of that matters when the final bell rings
How could this happen to me, just a lonely spectator?
I thought the infringement of death was for someone else
Who will remember me now in this confused theater?
In what we call existence here, in our show and tell
Breathing fairly heavy to show I am still around
Hoping to be noticed by the ones who don't care
It seems that at this moment, I'm running aground
Because of some turbulence coming in from nowhere
Stuck in the sand debating the solid rock
Where I could have been with just obedience
Now I struggle as it seems forever around the clock
Wasting time and effort pleading for some lenience
Jan Wienen