feel like a hurricane being drained
Suck all the life out of my blood thirsty vains. 
Can't with stand the storm when it rains. 
I got a case of the blues from all the bitter stains 
I keep my head a float just from the fear of suffocation.
Might as well stop my heart beating with hypervenalation. 
Maybe cut my lung to make it quick but painless
Poem:

It takes a lot of heart to fill anothers soul.
To. Fill the want and strive. To fill. An empty hole.
I'm taking. My time through the life I'm living.
Paying attention to the attention. Given. 
I don't have much to offer now
But as the road gets longer
Ill figure out how.
So baby when you look at me, just remember to give patience please.
And when the times seem to tough, just remember to not let yourself give up.