Trying to Be
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Something is not right in this place,
Someone is not telling the truth.
I tried to trust you many times,
But after all that this is what I find.
You never loved me a day in your life,
Here I am thinking you gone be my wife.
I gave you love in abundance,
All you ever did was make me feel redundant.
I'm trying to be the man you love,
Treasure, cherish, and love to hug.
I think of you as God's heavenly gift,
But lately I do not know who I'm in love with.
My heart spins wildly out of control,
When you continue to break it over and over again.
I don't think I can take much more,
Soon of a later, I will walk out that door.
I'm tired of being treated like some desperate dog,
Filling my heart with rain and full of fog.
You never gave me a chance to prove my feelings,
I think I might die from slow healing.
Is it safe to say I hate your guts,
Why do you always put me in a rut?
I'm tired of living in your one man world,
All you think about is yourself.
You need to take time out to love me,
Because you make me regret who I'm trying to be.