Im fast,

Too quick,

I'll take you to hold,

Make sure you never wanna quit,

Within time, I'll convinve you, that you don't deserve anything at all,

Ultimately,

You by choice give me the power to be the beginging to your end,

You can't sleep,

Or sleep too much,

Appetite is gone,

Welcome to my love for you,

The love of drugs,

You get angry, scream and cry, even fight,

Essentially every day you'll be fighting for you life anyway,

If you think that sounds bad?

Without me feels worse, 

At first,

We all know in the end you'll always hurt,

You shake, 

You sweat,

You swear your dying, everything hurts!

I've tested your limits,

They've been long gone,

You say the pain is worth the high,

LIE, LIE, LIE,

One you fall for every single time,

At some point you hit too far,

I'll wait patiently love, for you to come back,

Just to restart this vicious cycle,

This personal attack, 

And it is personal isnt it?

Because you know you're damaging you,

But you've always been good at the lies,

Especially about hiding the pain,

That started this lie,

I'll tell you the truth,

From the beginging my love, 

I was never your friend.