I try not to care 

I am trying to move on the way you moved on faster than I knew we were over

Constantly bringing it up finding new things to say & new realizations 

My mind is yelling forget you but my heart clings on the way a baby does to its mother  

You were the one who liked me yet somehow I am the one who can’t get over it 

Can’t get over this bridge, the trolls are my heart making it hard for me to get past it while my mind is a mad man chasing me through the forest 

The other side of this bridge lies the rainbow of happiness and pure bliss

This rainbow where I can finally smile without it hurting, where I can finally eat as much as I want to again, where I can be my happy weird self again  

But there is a wall that has gone up half way through this bridge and I’ll have to, with the little motivation I have left to break it down and get to what I deserve, my rainbow, where dreams do come true.