The Tragedy of Joy
Born into a world
Filled with the Spirit
of Hope, watching over
You like a motherly angel
Covering you with its wings
But, then the mask of an angel
Sweeps you up
And you are isolated, alone
The guests have been invited
For the lovely banquet
That you have dilligently prepared
But alone are you, as they
Are too busy getting married,
Checking out their property, to care
The Count, arrayed in his riches
Sweeps you off your feet,
As you beg to come back down to the ground,
But the marriage is arranged
And 7 years of servitude
Are what you have to serve
With whips on your back
As you labor and toil,
But then, tired of the bondage of chains
You escape from slavery
Becoming your own master,
Yet still enslaved by
The masked angel
Then Love finally knocks
At the foot of your door
But you're afraid to answer
For the fear of the master
Consumes your brain
So, like Moses,
Love whips that wicked slave driver,
And buries him in the sand,
And together you both flee, becoming
Zipporah
And the Spirit of Hope
Returns once more,
And it rides the donkey of peace,
Bringing you wonderous gifts
You accept them,
But with the masked angel
Looming over you,
You don't know what to do,
Once you take them in
The child growing into
A demon-in-training
You shield with your might
From the flaming arrows
But up from behind
He shoots flaming arrows at
Your back, and he laughs
Now births the chaos
With the masked angel
On your side
So you drink,
And you drink,
Because the wine knew how to
Nurture you with its nursing arms
Better than the mother
That fed you
By the spirit of Hope
Your desires to mother the sick
Are planted in the garden
But it's this masked angel
Who uproots it from the garden
Burning it, as though it was
A fruitless weed
So your hands no longer want to
Plant trees, but cut them down
Then Love takes his last breath,
And the masked angel, who had
Shielded you from Love
Grieves with you, stating
"I was only trying to protect you!"
You try to rekindle the flame
But the wax has melted away
So you drink,
And you drink, because poor Love
Was uprooted from your garden
Now you're looking for
The melted candle,
But he is nowhere to be found
So you lie in bed,
Trying to fall asleep
But the masked angel
Desires to torment your
Wounded child
So the Spirit of Hope
Appears, wrestles with
The masked angel,
Until he lies unconscious
And the Spirit of Hope
Claims back what was His
So into the afterlife
You are set free to
And the melted candle
And Love, are reunited
With your presence
But the masked angel
Wakes up from his stupor
And as you look back,
Tries to turn you into
A pillar of salt
But the Spirit of Hope
Draws out His sword
Cuts the masked angel's head off
And you are finally able
To look forward,
To live the name you were given:
Joy