Today I wrote his name in the sand
But the waves came and washed it away.
Again I wrote it with a second hand;
But the tide crept back, to make my love his prey.
I watched his name disappear-
Away into the endless journey of the ocean;
Though I wish he was here,
I'm left alone in this commotion.
My reality seems to be masked in agony.
It no longer seems to be in my nightmares;
It seeps into my consciousness effortlessly.
I've come to endure it.
I've come to welcome it.
Now I dream of jumping into the sea,
Drowning in the waves of loss and pain;
Having my heart sink to the bottom
In search of my lost love-
And give our love its desired liberty.