I put pills in the places I do for a reason 

Just like I wash my sheets that we slept in

I do everything with purpose 

Just because you loved me 

Does not mean you understood me 

I put pills in the places that I did

Because sadness 

doesn’t have an ETA 

Neither does it have a certain weight 

I put the pills in the places that I do 

Because I’ve experienced more change than you can imagine 

and the idea of more makes me sea sick 

Like my mother would have been 

on the titanic 

Because that’s the type of relationship I grew up admiring 

A certain level of strength and discipline 

That went with that type of love 

I knew we would not make it 

So that’s why I put the pills

In the places that I did

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