It's now 11

It's now 12... 1

1:15

What's wrong with me?

Countless nights of endless sleeps

Finding documents of your private meet

Tings you said to her you never said to me

I never got a "I want you forever, we were meant to be"

No one here to be with me

No one here to give sympathy, but Paul

He's looking at me with lust in his eyes and lust in mine

I wrapped my hand around his body then our lips intwined

The wetness coming out of his mouth fell onto mine

He's telling me everthing I need to hear

Everything I want to hear

1:45... 2

He still not home

Paul is trying to keep me sane, but how if my man is gone?

He's kissing me and I'm kissing him back

Now I feel attacked

2:33... 2:45

Paul making me feel useless, but still kissing me passionately

He's making me feel worthless, but won't let go of my lips

2:53... 3:07

Furry in my eyes

Hurting from his lies

Butch saw me and caught me by surprise

He made red liquid stream out of my thighs

3:13....3:27

Paul is gone

He left the building

Butch is still here giving me this painful feeling

That I love, so I start to dug

He made his way to my inner left thigh

3:30..

Red liquid

3:32

He stroked my right forearm and streams out more liquid

3:57...

His love is complete but he lay on the floor to sleep beside me

4:30am

*walks through front door*

"BABY?! We gotta talk" *takes off wet jacket* "I haven't been honest with you or myself"

*walks towards living room and sees empty bottle of Paul Masson on the floor*

"It's you that I love. I'm sorry, but I love --"

*See's slumped body covered in blood* "NOOOOO!"

*Runs over to her body* "Wake up baby. Wake up." *Shakes her*

"PRECIOUS?! WAKE UP!! BABY PLEASE GET UP! I LOVE YOU" *starts crying* "I'M SORRY! I LOVE YOU!!! PLEASE WAKE UP!"

*pulls out phone and dials 911* "SEND HELP!" *looks at coffee table and see pictures of screenshot

conversations and pictures between him and his side chick* "MY GIRLFRIEND JUST COMMITTED SUICIDE!"