SUICIDE in my brain, cant DECIDE whether to live or DIE whether to try or HIDE

thought in my BRAIN  so remember that i said this - when i die i dont wanna be with you

i want you in hell! THOUGHS IN MY DAMN BRAIN!! dreams ruined, nightmeres i am killed in.. 

so many faces i see but the only one i see is yours.... sorry but i really dont know how to love anymore...