What’s wrong? What are they thinking?
Why did she leave? Why did she walk out the door ?
Oh boy My mind is twisting like gears that shift and switch
Like that old ford. Full of questions
Some that go unanswered. Like when
My mom got on her high horse and
Does not know how step off
The struggles the pain
The games that mom is trying to play
The fights the crime
The stubborn mule ways
Like a buck or a kick in the face
Mind oh yes my mind swerves like
A truck on thin ice
No brake to stop it not even rhyme
But I wake every morning saying what the teacher is going
To make me do now not knowing the
Truth behind the picture perfect frame
Hiding behind the smile just a cover up
From stress and mountain filled with pain
Oh boy There’s my mind goes again shifting and switching
Into gear like the old ford
But in there somewhere is brave girl
Trying to fight with the one thing we can not stop
Our minds filled with good memories and bad
But behind everything there is light
Boom boom here we go again
Knock knock on the door here is life
Not everything can be explained
And some stories go untold.
Oh boy here we go again my mind acting sooo brave
And gears keep going and going like that old ford
With so many things to say but not enough energy to speak.
Pushing and pulling like a horse so strong and proud
Or like a dog with a heart that speaks with love.
We try to say everything but sometimes it come out as
A dangerous story that we all start first with ourselves
Than with others and lose the thing we cherish the most.
Oh boy here I go again so many gears so much heart but
I still go back to that old ford to think here we go again my
mind never ending thoughts
try to stop Like a truck swerve on thin ice.