Never thought things
Would end up like this
So close to truth
Yet so far way
I close my eyes
And pull away
Sure of getting hurt
Knowing I’m not okay
With every breath taken
Every thought pushed aside
Leaving this part of my life behind
Killing me a little more each time
All that’s was left to find
Are our dreams forever?
Lost in time
To a future where
Everything is ok.
Now it all been pushed away
To a place where
The crazy teenagers
We used to be
Fell so deep in love
Been pulled away
Now we're falling apart
with the truth just
Buried beneath surface
Between all its lies
the betrayal so deep
Eating me alieve
the pain of a broken heart
Never facing our fears
Tired of the lies
The glances yet
Never expressed
We knew it was goodbye
The truth written all over your face
If only you spoke up
Instead of being replace
Maybe there could have been a place
Instead of being frozen inside
Your feelings
Locked up didn’t even
Know if you even cared
Only took a month
For you to forget everything
We had been threw
Thought it all was lost.
Didn’t matter anymore

Our futures were so close
At hand
All that was left
Was for me
To give you up
Protect the truth
Cause I loved you

Never thought we end up like this
My heart running from the truth
You moved on
2 months
After me
really thought
You were over me?
Thought this was best
For every one
Dealing with this
Burden for everyone
Living with the guilt
So you could be happy
Instead went a little crazy
Made a few mistakes
Let people know
What was pain for me?

Cause truth made me
So lost inside
Angry with the world
And upset with you
For all that happened
Blaming you
Instead of dealing with the truth

Your future was close at hand
So it slipping so fast
Right on by
my fingers
It could been
over in a split second
My heart breaking with the
Next choice made
Every moment passed
My life forever changed
deciding to seeing straight
For the first time
in a long time
that it can't be
Clearly for once
Letting go
everything we were
Locking up my love
Cause it only took 4 months
For me to fall for you
For all this happen
my strength was tested
So knowing lying
was all it took for
me to fool you
to Protect the truth
To keep my secret
made realize what always been left
To deny the truth
That I’m love with you
Only so you can
find what is left inside
Carla Nicole Strader