The world is full of opportunities, but opportunities which come at a price
Because everything in the world is not for free.
The cost was at my parents', who showered me in their dreams yet unachieved.
I aim to please them, but by pleasing them I continue to get lost.
Now, I don't know where I will end up- I don't know my goals.
I don't know my dreams- No!- I don't yearn for my dreams
I lay back and watch other grab their dreams and pull themselves out of the mental hole.
I wallow in my sodden space-
Enclosed by the muddy soil smothering all my chances of rising.
I still love my parents for giving me the opportunities I never knew I had.
Eager to achieve their dream, I now no longer know my own.