Testimony
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From when I was conceived, it was constant unrest
Mix of emotions growing on me, depressed.
As I grew up times got tougher,
Moving around, and my parents getting older.
I lived in a place where my childhood was made
My best friend was there, and God's hand was laid
My acceptance of Christ by the age of 7
I was excited to one day be in Heaven.
But thanks to bullies things got tough quick
Pounding my self-esteem down with each lick
Words that cut into my heart like knives
From the parents too blind to see with their eyes
School rapidly worsening, Satan was against me
I was as low as a 5th grader could be.
Physical abuse one way, verbal in the other,
Emotionally unstable, convinced I was the bother.
6th through 9th were the worse of them all,
Leaving God leading to downfall.
One day I was fine with "friends", next thing I know
I'm surrounded by the enemies and now I'm alone
At the edge of my bed, put the gun to my head
Thinking that I should just pull the trigger instead
Lowlife anorexic girl with no more zeal
Till God's slap in the face was real.
Bawling on my knees, I cried out to God
He came back to my heart, and it was no fraud
Though I still may struggle with what the Devil makes me face
I know I am saved, not separated from God's Grace.
Now in 12th, life much better than ever
And I know that it can only get better.
God blessed me with true friends and talents for XA and the best worship band to me
And He will bless you too, just open your heart to see.