Sunshine, my hope and my life

 

tears

i’m not good enough

i am falling apart

the world is ending around me

 

but the sun is still shining

pain

the inner battle that never lets up

the struggle that never ends

the constant yelling

screaming

crying

trying but failing yet again

that free feeling that never comes

how can i go on

 

But the sun is still up

Words

Why do you even try, loser

You’re not good enough

You’re a failure

A nobody

 

ENOUGH

 

The sun is drowning in the rain surrounding.

Done

why must I go on?

what’s the point

I can’t do this anymore.

The names.

The bullies.

The faces that look down on me with utter disappointment.

Three

Two

One

 

Darkness

Silence